Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I sit, in my office, in front of a computer, trying to think of the words to say. I can't think of one thing. My brain is dead. My heart is broken. My spirit shattered. We have no hope. I loved her. I loved her. I loved our Amara. I am going to sit on this for a bit and update everyone as soon as I am able. I can't move. I am paralyzed.

7 comments:

Dianne said...

We are heartbroken that this has been done to you and the many, many other families affect by this. Praying for some sort of resolution for you. What a horrid nightmare.

Anonymous said...

she is still out there andrea, and when you have her in your arms, this will all melt away. hang in there, you will find her...
big hugs,
tiffani

Anonymous said...

she is still out there andrea, and when you have her in your arms, this will all melt away. hang in there, you will find her...
big hugs,
tiffani

The Turgeon Expansion said...

I'm so sorry to hear about this huge devestation. Don't ever give up, I can imagine the depths of your despair right now, but keep the faith alive.

Amy said...

I am so sorry. That is awful. I hope a resolution is found and your adoption can go through. I'll be thinking of you.

annacyclopedia said...

I came from the LFCA to tell you how sorry I am. I'm Canadian, too, so this has been on the news and therefore on my mind a lot this week. I have been praying for all the families involved, and am holding you and your family in my heart today, hoping for good news to come to you soon.

Mrs. Gamgee said...

I am so incredibly sorry that you are going through this! I am sending prayers for peace for your hearts, safety for your little girl, and a swift resolution to this situation.

from LFCA